Baby Born April 9th 2010 Klara

Horray I thought this day would never come! After days and weeks waiting for my sister Sarah to give birth. I'm so happy cause ove the past few weeks my parents and I have been feeling anxious and wanted it over with including Sarah too.


Mom opened my bedroom door and called out to me.

" Stephanie?" I tossed to my right side and opened my eyes. Moms voice was gentle but loud enough for me not to be ugh in the morning.


" O mon dieu! que ce est heure est cest? Oh mon dieu cest huit en le matin," I groaned.


" Mom? what is it?" I asked.


" We got a call from Sarah, we're heading up to Marquette Sarah's due to have her baby soon," Mom voice whispered gently.


I knew what I had to do I had to clean and take care of the house. But first I needed to get at least two more hours into my sleep.

I heard the voices of my mom and dad outside of my room they were getting some last minute things together for their trip to the UP, for MIchiganders its what we call the upper pennsula.

Mom called me while I was sleeping, and my sister Sarah called asking me to call back and give her mom's cell number.


" I know you're sleeping wondering when you're going to wake up cause I need mom's cell number I don't have it. call me me back."


I called Sarah back.


" Hey how are you Sarah?

" Good thanks

" Do you have Mom's cell number?"

" ummm..." I grabbed my cell and i pressed the letter M to find Mom's numbers.

" Here's Mom's cell," I grabbed my cell and looked in my address book.


You see my sister Sarah and her husband Kacey got their new trac fones and Sarah's askin for numbers.

so that's why i gave her mom's cell number.

That's the update I'll keep you all posted as the french say" J'ai promise!"

Ok i got more information about baby Klara tonight Sarah was given meds so that she'll go into labor soon I'm still waiting for updates other then that.

Klara was born today Saturday 10th 2010 at 6:35AM this morning at six pounds and eight ounces.

Family Choas Wed April 7th 2010

Someone must turn around
I'm pounding as i reach the ground
I can't hear a sound
past the crown that drowned
the round thing that surround
the wounded to be found

A girl will pigtails will say

" what can i say i like pickled hey"

a dog that breaths in and out
a dripping sound that came from a leaking spout
I sit here with non ending doubt

a pain went up my side
was I about to die?
I sigh
my mouth was dry
so i picked up a water bottle
with my right side
hand laid it on my lips to take a drink
and i thought

I need to think about whats going on in my life

my cousin got married instead of eloped
my other cousin divorced what hope
my youngest cousin got pregnant Wat a sap
she now has a baby on her lap
she acts like a brat cause she's 16 that's crap

my guy cuz tried to talk to her about adoption so hey

she didn't want to what the hey

she has no money no job and still in high school
and the thing is my aunt said y cousin needs to be out by 18
she has no where to go

one of my older cousin and her husband cheated on each wow who knew?
I know who God that's who.

I'm still getting over when she ignored us til 2004
its like my cousin walked out the door for years
and came back for more when my grandma and grandpa
were dead on the bed floor.

She thinks the kids are fine with them being divorce
that's a fricken lie
wow this actually makes me want to cry.

I sit here on the couch and lie
I want to die emotionally
rot and lie and cry til i fall apart.

God I need you
more then I know
please help me
I'm suffering you know

Its like I'm in the middle of this chaos maybe the second layer
or third
And I can't do anything about it
cause i can't do anything about it

makes me wanna cry
i lie as i cry inside and
the outside.